Saturday, December 30, 2006
" you changed coke into pepsi!"
well done then.
You took this heart and made it a little colder,
a little stronger,
a little less for You.
Someday, perhaps I'd be just like You.
Write me a ransom letter,
And allow me,
to write You a
With all my love,
Kira.
Labels: coke into pepsi, love into a unsent letter.
12:00 AM
Friday, December 29, 2006
I'm back and i'm in love. xD
well, i was deluded and i thought well hey, blondes and caucasions/eurasions are the most good looking things alive. but hey, i'm wrong! lol. the people in bangkok, some of them wins the most good looking blondes/caucasions/eurasions HANDS DOWN. Wah lauuuuuuu.
Hawt and pretty sia.
Well, one in particular stole my heart. When i looked into her eyes, her every action caught my attention and i never once took my eyes off her. And as she held my hand, grinned, her eyes having that twinkle in her eye. I wanted to melt right there.
AND I GOT TO SPEND ALMOST A WEEK WITH HER.
HEAVEN. xD
No, she ain't thai,
No she ain't that hawt and pretty.
But she stole my heart. <33333
P.S. SHE'S NINE MONTHS OLD. xDDDDDDD
LOL.
Call me a paedophile all you'd like,
i don't care!
cause i'm head over heels in loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee <333
xD
LOL.
She looks abit like Suri from da Cruise family, and well, abit like my sister when she was about that old ( Which leads me to think, the beeeeeeeeg question " WHAT HAPPENED?")
I'd upload her picture when i'm done with my pictures,
but for now,
We can imagine she lookalike you ,
lookalike you ,
lookalike everybody,
lookalike this,
Just kidding xD
Fall in love, with someone like this. :)
<3
-
runaway on a timber night,
in the cold november rain
Labels: mytoesareultrasexy is a paedophile(loving every moment of it xD) but happily in love. xD
12:33 AM
Saturday, December 23, 2006
MERRY X'MAS Y'ALL!<3
I'm in bangkok now and yes,
NICE MISS DEMELZA ANG LITING da moron xD is posting this for me! xD
yes, i've been missing her! okay, i think i will ! xD
oops! xD
Halloween on xmas! xD
HERE!
i hope i rmb y'all's pressies! xD
miss me!
cause maybe,
MAYBE i'm missing y'all :D
miss me!
cause maybe,
MAYBE i'm missing y'all :D
Labels: mytoesareultrasexy is STILL in bangkok xD
1:39 AM
Ouch.
I wanna be it! xDDD
So long sweet summer,
My addiction.
Hopeless love, why have You carve Your home in me.
i
Happy
i'm gg to bangkok tmrw morning! no, in a few hours :D
and aww, Demelza , Jiale and Gloria says they will miss me already!
xD
Jiale says she will be so bored without me! xDDDD
i will get y'all stuff if i rmb! XDDDD
oh oh, demelzaaaaaaaa is asking me what my FAMOUS last words would be if something happens to me, CURSE ME SIA. xD
anw, it'd be I LOVE YOU NETBALLERS <33 (btw, good luck w trng! xDDD)
i love you too demelzaaaa even if you're so WEIRD! <3
aiyaa, i love everybody else la! <3>
ROFOLLLLL, lmaooooooooooooooooo.
till, then, have a blessed xmas!
<33!
Labels: mytoesareultrasexy is gg to bangkok babehs xD
1:02 AM
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
<3
cause babe, YOU, were my standing ground when all else failed. Thank You babe.
Now, to begin going on hiatus.
-
i've been writing letters to You in my head.
2:03 AM
Sunday, December 17, 2006
The break up
it was just like a huge weight lifted
yet,
with my heart dropping to the floor
lets just take take out some masking tape, to divide whats yours and mine clearly, you can have whats yours and i will take whats mine.
it feels like heartbreak season. lol.
i need a break, and besides i rant too much of my feelings here so maybe i might go on a short hiatus. and when i get back , whee, maybe i'd have more to tell, more to show and more to rant about.
cause i will live.
i will will will will will will will will will will will be okay! xD
maybe not now but soon soon. xD
dig that. x)
now, isn't that something to be happy about! xD
so, before i go,
here's today.
Out with Joanna and HM today. :) We went around looking for GOWNS for Hm. xD going on later to play with teddy bears and watching some weird and disturbing precious moments performance. lol. then they both went home.
then i went to eat ice kachang! xD
lazy to write about this, USE YOUR IMAGINATION.
:) It was me and my ice kachang.
LOL LOL LOL LOL
met Jyue and co ard 7plus later and her sister is so darn funny. For mayo, she called me baby! xDDDD Roamed ard and Jillian had this idea for cheap thrill of going to the N.Library just to open the door and shut " YAYYYYYYYYY!" and then close the door. Lol. Or shout something like " FUCK YOU BOOKWORMS." xDDDD She's funnehhhhhh and i'm amused! xDDD
So we headed to library and guess what, Close. -_-
Lucky library,
Lucky bookworms. xD
Then we decided to walk to suntec and on the way we saw a lot of xmas trees, one which stood out from the rest. the BUDGET TREE. I think they'd put up the pictures, you go see there lah. xDDD anw, yeah, so they kept taking trees and more trees just to show contrasts between trees. xD
ooook, i abit lazy to continue sia so here's the rest short,
settled at Esplanade later on,
we saw horses with LION MANES! so i was highly amused, lol.
They ate, i left.
i have blisters on my feet, BAHHHHHHHHHHH.
BTW, THANK YOU JYUE. I <3 You
so whats going to happen to dreams i had for Us?
so what do i do to what i got for You?
so where do we go from here?
i was just waiting for the words i couldn't say,
i was just waiting for you to do what i couldn't bear to do.
aiyo who cares sia,
keep for myself! xD
BAH.
who knew,
really,
who'd have knew?
ironically, everyone.
hiatus?
i think so baby! xDDD
yo,
i know that i don't hate you,
i know that i don't want to fight you,
i know i will always love you,
but right now i just don't like you.
El beso del final
11:30 PM
you know how the more you hate something, the more it'd happen?
well, there you go,
i hate fucking changes and lucky me, everything's changing and i can't adapt to it fast enough so i'm feeling all cranky and moody and shitty. and its ever so straining to keep to your pace, live up to your ideals, yes, and its killing me slowly.
its prolly this inability to lose,
maybe its not what it all seems anymore, maybe its just empty words and all thats real is the fact that i can't lose, i can't lose anything, anyone. i can't take changes if it means losing something and most often or another right now, it means losing someone. so yes, i hate changes very much now and i wish that everything will go back to where it was before.
how very selfish,
yes i know,
why, thank you.
even i know that myself
so its been a really great day. Yay.
i'm trying not to be sarcastic, the night sucked but afternoon with jan, charms and jan's cous was not bad. Its kinda fun lah, hahahaha.
LOL LOL LOL.
Wtf, I hated dinner btw
i used to know the sound of a smile in your voice,
but right now all i feel,
is the pain of the fighting starting off again
you know the things we talk about,
you know they stay on my mind.
12:01 AM
Friday, December 15, 2006
the line of today !
Last year,
Gloria was too ugly for us to notice,
This year,
Gloria is so ugly we noticed.
Trng sucked. !#$%^&*(*&^%$%^&*&*()
Had to do everything double. SHE was like !#$%^&*#$%^&* But ah well. Lets just skip it.
I think the team did well for the match although SHE was against us. BAH. But still yeah, good work ppl! :)
Today we had lunched at the hawker, FINALLY. And we had wanton mee galore! Then the sec2s left for bella's house and we went to the BOWLING ALLEY(?!) Just so that charms the princess could get her burger and bags. Talk about princess. -_- Charms left after awhile and so did Ju. And so after we watched Jy and her cousins bowl for like almost half an hour and were about to fall asleep, Clare, QY and me GOT ENLIGHTENED AND DECIDED TO BOWL TOO :D
Netballers bowling, super cool HORXXX. xD
AND OH OH, QY TRICKED ME AND I THOUGHT I WENT TO THE GUYS TOILET. -_- WAH SLAP HER SIA.
We should all do the nature calls walk someday xD
Then charms came back and we went to bubble tea galore again and we sat there and zi high and thought about what codes we could have and prom outfits xD Watch out, you guys are gonna see steam next year xD
Homed with charms. SHE MISSED THE LAMPOST AGAIN. lol.
Oh btw, Clare and I are still highly amused by cucumber walks. xD
Clare, Are you gay? xD
tell me you're ecstatic! xD
Just so you know.
12:13 AM
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
you lied.
you lied.
you lied.
thats all thats running through my head
6:02 PM
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
may i just say something before ..
everyone should say their prayers cause everything is taking a turn downhill.
just some last words,
lol.
It sounds like playing polarbear.
LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL.
met up with ms chua today,
super fun and cool.
:)
yay.
LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL.
My favourite accident
10:07 PM
Monday, December 11, 2006
So, go past all the lights and excuses,
" Don't forget me."
" I won't remember anything else."
this wretched mind
i'm tired.
11:42 PM
Saturday, December 09, 2006
Broken promises, but you don't seem to mind.
"It's not you leaving that's gonna kill me,
Its you, loving someone more."
"You know, i want you to be happy.
More than anything else, i wanted to be the cause of happiness in you.
But if i'm not then, i can't stand in the way"
"Do you see?
Because what you're feeling now, Rachel..
is the unstoppable force.
which means, i've got to move."
" But please my darling,
Follow Your heart."
-
"But it's such a short time.
How can you be sure?"
"I knew after three seconds. "
cuatro mas dias.
5:57 PM
Friday, December 08, 2006
Sick cycle carousel, where do we go?
Oh sweet lungs don't fail me now
Your burning has turned into fear
It drills me in my every step
But you're always on my heels
Just one more breath,
I beg you please
Just one more step,
my knees are weak
My heart is sturdy but it needs you to survive
My heart is sturdy but it needs you.
-
I don't wanna know, I really don't.
Sleep forever and just live in denial.
Perfect.
Watch me sink,
Crash and burn,
As water fill my sweet lungs,
I won't remember anything else.
Leave it up to me. To burden you again.
This ones not your fault. Please forgive me.
forget me, forget me.
I'm in a car underwater with time to kill,
thinking back I forgot to tell you this
I didn't care that you left and abandoned me,
what hurts more is I would still die for you.
6:43 PM
Thursday, December 07, 2006
And suddenly I become a part of your past
I'm becoming the part that don't last
I'm losing you and its effortless.
but i guess,
i'm just not used to it.
just came back from watching open season w D today.
"buddehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh" :D
Saw Faith, I MISS YOU BABE! LUNCH SOON. <3
seis more dias
yo Le quiero aqui
-
when promises were meant to kept
its been weeks of ignorant bliss and well, i guess thats better than none. i'm heading out today, maybe to town and finally have some life apart from netball and being engulfed or rather drowning in a "jacket-bearbag-kawaiiX-sHureeee" territory.
don't get me wrong, i love the company/ netballers.
i just don't like the environment that much.
so, to something new,
finally,
yay me.
oh my gah, (pun intended cause of stupid ELIZ.)
my sister is watching "Liu xin hua yuan. "
And just a random thought,
I'm breathing the same air.
go figure.
bye.
You're the masterpiece in my gallery.
12:30 PM
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
stabby, rip, stab, stab.
I knew,
i knew where this was headed in the first place.
jealousy in that voice.
call me psychic,
or maybe i'm plain smart,
or maybe JUST maybe cause its just another of those
"I know so"s
Or rather, its just another of the dumb routines,
so fuck off,
period.
Cause,
it doesn't matter anyway.
6:54 PM
Monday, December 04, 2006
PISS OFFFFFF,
IM THE FUCKING DEMANDING ONE,
IM THE FUCKING ONE WHO HAS THE FUCKING HIGH EXPECTATIONS,
IT WAS ALWAYS
ME,
ME
ME
FULLSTOP.
YES, I GET THE PICTURE NOW.
IT WAS NEVER YOUR FAULT, YOU WERE THE FUCKING VICTIM, I WAS THE FUCKING VILLIAN. BUT HAD YOU EVER, EVER THINK THAT MAYBE JUST MAYBE YOUR ACTIONS CAUSED THIS.
IM DEMANDING,
AND YOU WERE NOT?
OH, FORGOT, ITS DONE,
SO LETS FORGET IT LIKE WE ALWAYS DO.
LETS PUT A FUCKING :) SMILEY AND EVERYTHING WILL BE FORGIVEN, OH YEAH.
YA LAH, YOU KNOW WHAT PISS OFF,
I KNOW ITS MY FAULT AGAIN LAH OKAY.
I AM SELFISH, I AM WRONG,
YOU WERE RIGHT, YOU WERE THE BEST,
NOW NOW NOW,
HELLO ANGEL, MEET THE DEVIL.
I know i shouldn't be feeling this way,
BUT YOU KNOW WHAT FUCKING SHIT,
YOU PISS ME OFF LIKE FUCK.
SO REALLY,
PISS,
OFF.
thank you blogger, i feel better already.
10:49 PM
Not that strong,
Never thought that i would,
the way i do.
Blah blah blah blah blah, ha ha ha ha ha, Rah rah rah rah rah rah,
All in one day.
What a thought,
I never thought it is,
Well, you should shut your trap.
It ain't so bad,
But i still don't like today.
The silence that triggers insecurity.
7:05 PM
Halloween on christmas, would You please?
Do i have to say anything more. You should know, although Your every word, Your every action , Your every intention was scruntinize by my ever paranoid mind of mine. What You did, made my day.
i never told You,
well here's to you,
JASLYNN IS HOT AND PRETTY. xD
JY, lets all have STEADS, you can be my first!
my first HORSE! xD
AND PLEASE TAKE OUT THAT PICTURE YOU JOF.
2.4 tmrw AGAIN , bless me.
Look at that,
a perfect painted oil painting,
a beautiful sculpture,
catching the moments,
the beautiful ones,
the painful ones,
but do you see,
whats the main concept of it all,
do you see the sweat,
the sweat.
Look at that,
a beautiful handmade needlework,
it potrays a girl,
a little girl lying on green pastures,
frame it up,
it looks perfect,
but do you see,
the imperfection that lies behind,
behind the frame,
behind the beautiful needlework,
do you see the tangles,
the tangles and knots.
don't ass-you-me,
seek and you will find.
9 more days.
yo le pierdo.
12:23 PM
Friday, December 01, 2006
Eliz the dumb xD
le flash: my alien <3 , do You remember halloween on christmas said:
i put BUSY you cannot see is it
le flash: my alien <3 , do You remember halloween on christmas said: xD
paradise.. said:
ok lorr.i oso put busy
paradise.. said:
ur always busy one lor
paradise.. said:
idiot
le flash: my alien <3 , do You remember halloween on christmas said:
hahahaha
le flash: my alien <3 , do You remember halloween on christmas said:
cool ppl are busy lah!
le flash: my alien <3 , do You remember halloween on christmas said:
xD
paradise.. says:
dumb ppl r busy...
le flash: my alien <3 , do You remember halloween on christmas says:
hahaha
le flash: my alien <3 , do You remember halloween on christmas says:
DUMB PPL GOES FOR LUNCH AT THIS TIME OF THE NIGHT
le flash: my alien <3 , do You remember halloween on christmas says:
xD
paradise.. says:
im hot...
She called me dumb just cause i was afk from the computer for awhile. AND I ALREADY PUT BUSY as my status already lah -_- Then she said she wanted to put too, then she put OUT TO LUNCH. Hello, who's the dumb one can! You be the judge, Who goes for lunch at 11 pm ?! Ha. Somemore she so out of point, What has hot has to do with going out for lunch at this time of the night? xD
And i'm suppose to say, Jaslynn is so hot and pretty. The KEYWORD is " Suppose" if anyone of wondering why i'm putting such an atrocious lie on my blog. ;)
Badminton supporting today. EYECANDY GALORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hahahaa, everyone came and steal him after i said he was cute. -_- Okay, how very gay, BUT HE'S CUTE LOR. Jillian and me were the very first lorXzX. tskkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk. But it was cool, fun and all. :)
Bonjour chica,
as strong as a cactus in the desert,
but when it all boils down to this,
you're like a small little flower,
in the path of a incoming hurricane.
Your kiss, Your smile, Your mind
You're sunlight in my eyes
I miss Your breath on my neck
When we whisper in the night
10:53 PM